~Vanes~

To love or not to love?? Seems very simple, but it’s really a tough problem. It’s so sad when a couple are in love and can’t be together…..But isn’t it’s more Earth Shattering when you find that you are living together but you’ve lost the love for each other!!……As the quote says ‘Love like you’ve never been hurt before’ And i would say, ‘In order not to get hurt, do not fall in love’ Easier said than done…you can keep away from the one who loves you, but it’s so heart wrenching to even look away for a second from the one you love! Especially the kind of feel when you missed someone, you feel as tho there’s a lump in your throat and it tasted metallic! Whatever you do, it reminds you of him..You’ll always try to find things that remind you of him. Sweet messages that he sent you, pictures…but you’ll never feel tired of going thru over & over again!! Keep waiting for that sms to come in…or a call will be even better…But afraid of disturbing someone in his work or deprive him of what he’s doing, we could only read thru his sms over & over again…wondering what he’s doing & if he have enough rest? Maybe it’s being silly, but the sense of feeling of belonging & missing someone makes you calm and yet caused ripples in your boring life!! However, I’m feeling so happy & blessed now cos he’s backin my life!! Be it Good or Bad, Leave it to fate…..Life is always full of anticipation!! It’s always good to look forward to something, even tho you won’t know if you’ll get it, but at least you get to experience the process….If we’re meant to be, we will be…if not, when I look back a few years down the road, I’ll thank him for the experience & memories!!

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